DECISION

I made a big decision on 17/12/2011.

Know what guys?

I leave her!

Yuppp.

I said so, & I mean so.

No why.

Just because I'm really tired with it.

Tired of everything she gave.

& yet, she didn't even hold me on.

She still nt understand the quote.

"I rather you hold me tight & let me feel the love from you,

but nt push me away & let me feel the love from someone else."

She still NOT UNDERSTAND!

Fucking good!

I'm really down whn I heard it from her.

She's the one who choose to let me go.

I'm just fulfilling her wish.

I'm now actually pretending to be with someone else.

Everyone believe tat.

Included her.

GOOD!

That's what I want.

Maybe?

:')

I still can't used to it.

I'm still waiting for ur wish this morning.

Whn I rmb you have leave,

my tears almost drop.

I try very hard to hold it back.

No worries.

I'm okay!

I'll try my very best to let you go.

I understand.

I know.

&,

I'm gonna make it into action.

I know it's hard to me.

Nvrm.

At least,

this is the conclusion which you always wanted.

:)